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Make It Mine

Sunday, October 19, 2008

It's 8:10 in the morning of a beautiful Sunday with the sun hanging majestically up in the sky. Come to think of it, it has been quite a while since the sun was not overshadowed by the threatening dark clouds.

This is kind of my last post for the blog before I rightly explode during THE big O's. I fear for Chemistry. I fear for Combined Humanities. I fear for Maths. I don't know if I can do well and up to my expectations.

Intended Score
EL: A2
E Maths: A2
A Maths: A2
Chem: B4
Phy: A1
Combined Humanities: B4

Compared to now:
*following that order above*
C5
B3
C6
B4
A2
F9

That is some really fucked-up score, people. I certainly don't want that to fall on me.

I just a dream about her again. I was asking her out to Prom Night, I think. And all she did was wrote a little note in Chinese, so I was having some difficulty to read that note. Apparently, she knows but she doesn't wants me because I'm vulgar and I forgot what else. And at last I read, if we are meant to be, we will be together eventually but then was not the time yet...

And my friends brought me out to dinner to cheer me up and we had a great time! =D

I find myself in a strangely yet familiar position. It's like history repeating itself but now with a different ending. Last two years ago, I was sitting for my exams and those examinations are important as it determines what subjects am I going to take. And there was a girl factor affecting me very much before the exams and also after it. I didn't got the girl, but I got the results. And coincidentally, we are still in the same class.

Now, I'm about to take the O's and I like this girl again. Luckily, it's not the "past-her" that I like anymore, it's the "present her" that I admire. So there's a chance that I might be asking her to come with me on Prom Night.

And hopefully she agrees.

But if she doesn't? I'll still lead my life as normal, grooving to Jason Mraz's music but she'll be the girl who made the most impact on my love life.

Acing O Levels and the girl I like ain't going to be easy tasks, but I'll do anything just to Make it Mine.

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