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Only Human

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Wow...I have never felt sooooooooooooo much pain in my shoulders and neck before. So there were a few times I felt this way but this is way beyond what I had felt. Man, I got this feeling of taking a plush toy stick and start hammering my shoulders and neck.

The other night I was asking my Dad to massage me(oops!) but it didn't help much. I was squirming and shouting away at every pinch of my shoulder muscle. He's good all right but not the right strength for me. I massaged myself this morning in the bus while going to school for an extra Geography lesson, profusely and sincerely praying away that the pain will ease. I felt a bit better but still, it wasn't good enough.

On Friday, I wanted to go to school in the morning, do a bit of work and of course: Look for Mdm Yue so as to apologise to her and ask when's the next Social Studies lesson. Somehow, I felt sick on early Friday morning, until now the reasons are unknown. I was having slight fever and I kept waking up in the night, rushing off to the toilet as I had to answer some really, really, urgent and cautious call from Mother's Nature. I felt so fucking terrible that I didn't went to school that morning. However, luckily for some Panadol pills, I still went to school and attended lessons til it ended. So it was a big achievement for me, somehow...Haha!

I realised sometimes I really gotta give myself some rest, I've been sleeping relatively late these few nights and I can't keep doing this or I'll be committing suicide. I still got to push on but don't stretch that rubber band til it snaps. A lesson for all of us: Don't push yourself too far or you'll fucking die...dead serious, people.

After all, we're Only Human...

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