pitched verbal comm

Procrastination

Sunday, September 07, 2008

Feeling terrible. I guess I ate too much of Cadburry's chocolates. Now I'm having a flu, sore throat and a slight headache. Great timing, man...Just right before O' Levels and I had a minor operation on my foot which can't come in contact with with any liquid and I'm having trouble with moving around.

I made a blunder out of myself the other day. I felt so shitty that I fell sick...Sent a lot of SMSs trying to explain myself and I only got like 2 SMS back. Not that I'm complaining that it's not fair that I didn't got back the same amount I sent out. I just don't want to think anymore. The more I think, I only made myself worser than before.

Sometimes I wonder why I ever did a blog...For who am I writing to? No one, actually. Nobody wants to know who am I or what am I or more prominently, what exactly am I whining about. You guys know what? I don't even care if there's anybody reading it.

I used to have hope for myself through the support of my friends. Now I've drove one of them to the abyss. I don't know what I can do to get her back. I should stop. Stop thinking. Stop delaying my studies because of everything I've fucking done.

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But I can't.