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Epiphany About...???

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

It's not about life this time. It's about having that extra special someone in life.

I only just realised that EVERYONE, yes everyone, is somehow going to leave at some part of your life. Even family, friends, pets or whoever it may concerns you. It's going to be fucking lonely and fucking miserable, I know. Til you get your life-long partner, you have no idea who you're going to end up with. So you spend your life like wreck, enjoying the company of friends and family and not knowing that one day, they will leave you.

I've been there before. The group of friends I have, keep changing to different faces. At first I saw Andrew, then it was Yan Ting, and now it's my lovely band mates and of course, my wonderful Jie, Su Juen. The sad thing is, it's never confirmed whether I will see them again later part of my life. But I want to let you guys know, wherever you guys go, whether overseas, I will always remember that you made a difference in my life before.

Back to our topic, that extra special someone is of course, you partner.

Now, I finally understood the idea of having that partner. Friends are going to leave you, they're not going to be there all the time.

So that partner is actually your life-long friend. She's neither your girlfriend nor your wife. The reason why you guys are together is not that you guys are made for each other. Rather, it's because you guys can get along really well like very, very close friends. I don't know. I just see it this way.

Now I'm going to wait it out, wait for that best girl friend to come by and see how it goes. No use being desperate for girl who doesn't regard you like a close friend, what more a partner for life...