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Hold That Thought

Sunday, April 20, 2008

I received bad news on Friday...I was shocked how fast she made her decision. She only took a day to think it through. What's more shocking is she decided to not get involved in it anymore. Why?! Seriously, why?! You told me a lot of reasons why you didn't want to come back at all. I understood them, really. I know you are afraid but where's that love you used to give us? Where's the spunk that you had? Where is that senior who was so brave to tackle any problem?

There are many people who makes a difference in someone's life at this stage. You are that person who made a difference in my life...it wasn't much but it's greater than the other people's efforts. I literally treated you like my big sister whenever I'm out there in the streets or school or anywhere. If I have offended you or emotionally hurt you, I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you in any way. I don't want our friendship to lose that flame.

I know you started to regret about it...But why did you hear it from him? Why not hear it from the horse's mouth and try to understand. I know what he said was hurtful but you got to listen and interpret what he's saying. Miscommunication is what lacked between you both. That guy is going to make contact soon but I don't know when.

I can't my mind right after receiving this news. My emotions are in turmoil and I had lose interest in my hobbies..I keep thinking about it, thinking how to salvage it. I am trying my best to keep my hopes up but somehow it is not working. I even lost the mood to study so I'm prepared to fail my mid-year exams. The reason why all this is happening is because I love you, as a sibling, and I hate it when such shit happens...

So hold that thought, cool down, let him explain himself and understand his intentions...Don't leave us hanging here, on the verge of destruction.