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Reality VS Dreamscapes

Friday, February 29, 2008

It's been many months since I last saw her in my dreams. For the record, she is the only girl with the most number of appearances in my dream. All my dreams about her lasted for a few 5-10 minutes but this time, it lasted for 20 minutes...the longest and most vivid dream I had.

With the help of someone, we were honest with each other and we realised how much we miss each other and patched up slowly but of course, I know it ain't going to happen. Who am I kidding? Things don't just happen because they have to happen.

But in reality, we never meet up, lest talk about random topics. She's the loan shark while I'm being victimised. It's all about deals, pay up or die, hang a pig head at your house and all sorts of trouble. Hell, even Mark Lee and Fann Wong could get along! Why can't we? It's probably my fault again, for not speaking out to her. HAIZ...

*shaking my head* GET OUT! GET OUT! I DON'T WANT YOU HERE! DON'T VISIT ME IN MY DREAMS EVER AGAIN!

Nothing can ever beat Reality in a fair fight.