pitched verbal comm

Emptiness

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Nothing feels up my heart right now. It is beating at a very slow pace. Not even Heroes could set my adrenaline pumping faster permanently. If this continues to me, I think I'm most probably going to lose my heart and lose myself.

I'm am FUCKING SICK of school. This Sec 3 Holiday Program is driving me nuts. The first day of school, several of my classmates and myself gotten pretty nice music from Ms Chua for being late when we weren't. I just reached school and she expected me to hear the announcement she made? C'mon, give me a break. If we are not interested in studying, in the first place, we wouldn't be there already. Thank God, tomorrow is a public holiday, so I don't have school.

Xiang Chou and Zheng Qian have been mentioning of someone in front of me for the past few days. I blew my temper at Xiang Chou when I heard from Zheng Qian that he made fun of me and that person. Seriously, it's not cool, dude, but I forgave him already. I'm already sick of school and now these guys are just adding fuel to fire. Wow that is seriously nice of them. Stop mentioning that person in front of me, it's not that I hate her, I just don't like hearing her name and remembering stuff that ain't memorable. If you come across this post, I don't hate you for real.

The only source filling up this emptiness are the Bossa Nova songs that I'm listening right now. Mostly all are about love songs and her voice is enchanting. They are sang by Olivia Ong, a Singaporean Singer. She's pretty much an underground singer but give the time, I'm pretty sure she'll make it big in the future.

That's all for today, so goodbye!