pitched verbal comm

11:11PM

Thursday, November 01, 2007

Everytime when I'm on the computer, nearing 12AM, I always turn and look at the digital clock on the screen. It was always show the same thing, 11:11PM. Such a coincidence. Why? I ask myself. I don't know the answer. I need an epiphany to enlighten myself.

I have a dream to fulfill. I need to be a film director because I don't see myself as a clerk or a office boy doing all those paperwork job. It's frustrating and life is boring as hell. I want to do something fun like moving around and be creative as much as possible. But as time passes, I often feel that something is missing in my life to achieve my impossible dream.

11:11PM. The Time of Coincidence, I call it now. Somehow I realised that seeing this time it reminds how many times me and her were so close together for quite a few times last week. There she was, standing there right in front of me and I was afraid, not shy but afraid to see her. I couldn't possibly face her on that spot. I want to run as far as possible, but I could have gotten scolded and she will know that I'm trying to avoid her.

Is it love that I'm missing? The very thing that I have let go is actually the thing I need the most. It doesn't have to be her. I just need that feeling back in my heart so I can drive myself further ahead. I miss that feeling a lot. It was a year ago when that someone made me really appreciate the feeling of it. Every feeling for a girl is unique and something that can't be forgotten. I bet that every decent guy thinks that way. For every sweet, there's a flavour to it, I believe.

Before I sign off, I'll leave you readers this:
Love is interesting and exciting but when you get to know that person better by commiting into a relationship, you're actually commiting a mistake. So how do you know whether he or she is the right person for you???

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