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A Jog with Memories

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

I wasn't doing much this morning as there were new things for me to check out. So I went to Friendster.com and read the testimonials I had received when I was in Primary school and in Coral Secondary School. I felt really amazed on what my friends wrote about me, to quote a few "kinda weirD" from Marissa, Kun Rong's "the first time i knew him was thru teh sec 1 orientation camp and he is quite quiet. but soon after i get to know him, he is such sweet and nice guy." and Flinda's "my kor is a kind, frenly and easy going guy .. a humourous person as well..". It really makes me think about last time how my life was one perfect journey.

I remembered when I was in 1E1 in CSS, I was one of the jokers in the class and participated almost in every class jokes. LOL. There's this time I did something disgusting accidentally and nearly threw up at my friend's , Flinda, hair. I love the times where me, Flinda, Nicole and Rameza talked on the MSN til the wee hours of the night. Recently, Nicole told me that the guys in 1E1 missed me as they sat down to talk.

As I compare my life now to the life I had before, it's just so depressing. I wasn't myself in class. All the fun elements, without the sex jokes and racist jokes, I had in me was gone. What do I do now in school? Well, sulking around, making less noise as possible and if possible, have random talks with classmates and friends and get scolding from teachers..WHERE IS MY FUN?! WHERE ARE MY FRIENDS WHO MADE ME TRULY HAPPY? As the O Levels days come nearer, my life just gets more and more depressing. Am I asking too much to have my genuine happiness?

Flinda, Nicole and Rameza...These three girls made me happy, serious..and 1E1 too. Nicholas, John, Hazim, Joshua..just to name a few..Those guys made my life more colourful. Andrew, Dennis, Jeremy(now the band major of Monfort, congrats man!) are my primary school mates. Band mates also are fun for me, it's like learning music with people that have the common interest as me. Su Juen, Fadhil, Shaun...and the rest too..And yeah, have to thank Elaine too. =D

So now, I'm just really hoping that my life will get better. And to those who read the last time posts about Bobby and the rest who made me happy and wonder where are their names, they screwed up..Yup..Goodbye.