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Another End and A New Start

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Yeap, it's another end to my 3rd year in this school. My results are pretty bad but it's enough for me to advance to Sec 4 Express. I didn't really enjoy this year as many things have changed and I have to be more disciplined to myself and do the things that need my attention. Studies is one of them and I really hate doing homework and studying the book over and over again..Seriously, who love reading the textbook, besides gaining new knowledge. EVEN if I do, the questions that came out in the exams never match with the knowledge I had. SCREW YOU SETTERS.

So I screwed up the first semester, and did a little better for the second semester. I didn't do much for the first semester as I was really sick of studying and only study very hard when it was nearing the exams. Second half of the year, I've became more quiet and pay more attention and later on, my studies improved...Well a bit. But hey, that's better than doing worse!

Well that's one of my achievement this year. In terms of my social life, I've learnt to let go some seriousness and join in the fun of my fellow classmates. Though they are sick sometimes LOL, but you just got to let that serious part of you and laugh with them. But also, I've learnt self control. There's always a time for playfulness and seriousness. I don't talk when my teachers are teaching because when I do, I miss out a few important information.

In Band, yes I've been promoted, I don't see this promotion as a reward but as an opportunity to learn to be a leader. Last time I was the follower and I had no idea how to be a leader. What I lack is the confidence and I have to get rid of my blur side of me. This is what I hope to achieve at the end of next year. I wish to lead my fellow bandmates and strive for the best for next year's Viva La.

I made more friends from different cliques this year. Agassi's Geek Group...Made friends with Jie Wei and Yi Yan..the malay dudes and the Study kind of Geek group. I became Elaine's best buddy. All of them has their pros and cons. But at least I experienced it. My friendship with Farhan and Shaun has defintely grown..That's for sure.

But the most important thing that I've done this year is I have finally, yes FINALLY, let go of the girl I once liked. It was a struggling period for me and I was wrestling with myself about it. After talking to some people, especially Su Juen (THANKS SU JUEN), I know how to fully let go of her. Now, to me, the girl is no longer important to me anymore. If by chance we were to speak to each other again, I hope she would forgive me for what I've done this year. Sorry..

Yeap I think that's most of it. Tomorrow's a brand new day, a fresh new start, what old is new again and all that jazz..I BEG OF MYSELF TO MOTIVATE MYSELF MORE TO STUDY...And SHIT! I have some school holiday program. It turns out that teachers are supposed to teach us Sec4 stuff...Darn...Really hope I can do well..I don't wish to screw up my important exams like I did in PSLE.

All right, that's all for tonight..See ya readers!