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Sec 3 Camp

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

3 DAYS 2 NIGHTS

Well actually I've been there for...2 days 2 nights, a reason later I would tell you readers.

I did a lot of fun activities, like rock wall, which I didn't manage to finish because the steps were too small and my fingers couldn't take it anymore, kayaking, rafting, CRC...Too much things to mention.

So 1st day, all of us were gathered in the hall where they introduced the trainers to us. Shasha and Hairul were the trainers for my class. Hairul was the quiet type where Shasha talked the most. He was a little...queer? Hahaha...Hilarious person too...Then he told us about the Shasha-clap where we have to clap once and do some gay moves which was really funny.

Finally we walked to the campsite where we rest for a while at some stops...Then the trainers realised we were behind time so we rested 10 minutes and we walked all the way to the campsite without stopping...which was tiring but we peservered and made it the 3rd/2nd(I'm not really sure) class to arrive at Camelot Camp.

We did quite a number of activities. CRC was first, after our lunch when we got scolding from Boz(the overall In-Charge fella), So there was this long thick pole where we have to climb up and jump to grab the other pole which was quite far. Chun was my supporter so I climbed up and realised it was scary. I knew I was going to freak out if I hadn't jumped any earlier, so I jumped and grabbed the damn pole. The arms were aching like fuck and my stomach was feeling pain because of the safety buckle. Chun made it, and the girls: Xin Yi, Wan Leng and Maggie all made it...but they didn't grabbed the pole...Xin Yi was crying very badly when she came down. LOL.

General activities were next. The Even-number people(I was inside)had so much fun! It was the log game where we have to arrange ourselves according to what Hairul says. In the end, six people dropped from the log. I was one of them..hahaha. After that, was dinner followed by an activity of Blind Man's Trail which was really scary becaused there was people putting leaves all over us to make it look like we were in the wild. I knew because I took a sneak peek! =P Supper was next which consist of milo and some cakes. I took a quick shower and went to sleep.

Morning we had bee hoon for breakfast and hot milo for drinks. We had rock climbing next and I couldn't made it over the red line. Faris, the guy who was stuck on the abseiling station for 40 mins due to phobia of height, he went onto the flying fox. I was really happy for him and I know other people felt happy for him too.

Kayaking was fun! But it was very very hot staying under the damned sun and the sea water didn't help much. In the end I got sunburnt and my brand-new spects went swimming with the fishes. It was really a very tragic thing to happen to me at this poinr because from then on I became a blind man, Followed by lunch and a discssion about our class campfire cheer, skit and dance. We did rafting where we got sunburnt even more and 3e6 raft fell apart when it touched the water. LOL!

We had campfire after in the night, which was a briiliant experience for me as this was the climax of all the activities! My mom came and got me back home because she was worried that something bad might happen to me if I continue in the camp without my spectacles.

This was my 1st time at an outdoor camp, so I was very lousy in some things like the rock climb. I learnt a lot of things and I'm very elated to say that I want to make a difference in everything I do, strive for the best and not be brought down by defeats.

This is for you. I don't fucking care what I had done to you last time but if you want to have fun, then forget about everything else, you didn't only brought down ur spirit, you brought down mine too. Why give me the fucking cold shoulder? I was not wearing spectacles during the kayak, so why didn't you give me your paddle so I can help you as a classmate and as a schoolmate? I didn't wear black shoes because of you, because I only had black shoes. I didn't want to sit near you but it happened because it you are nearby. And my friends want sit around you. And didn't you know? Seeing you everyday being like that to me is a fucking nightmare? I know it's the same to you but imagine someone giving you fucking shoulders during camp, how would you feel? I don't give a damn what happens between us in schools, or how you fucking avoid me. All I want is just have fun and help out people if they needed any. You fucking disappoint me a lot.

Pale Morning with a Pinch of Depression

Monday, January 15, 2007

This morning I was very happy, and I started showing my good buddies something which they were quite shocked to look at...hahaha yah...But I don't know why when I stepped in the chemistry lab, I felt like vomitting but nothing could come out from my mouth. Zheng Qian and Jia Wei were quite scared so they kept asking me whether I was alright...But I was alright anyway..faked a few vomits and Jia Wei was holding up her book to her face...hahah

I couldn't take it anymore, I just felt sick during E Maths and I really wished the time passed faster so I could get over the butterflies in my stomach and the feeling of queerness in my throat that kept me sick.

CWC was announced and the results were
Chair-man: Zheng Qian
Vice Chair-man: Haneef
Environment I/C: Amirul
Discipline I/C: Hakim
Media I/C: Hafir
Welfare I/C: Yan Ting

Poor Zheng Qian has to do the shit job again because teachers thinks he has the potential and stuff and Amirul was devastated when he was elected for Environment I/C for the 3rd time in a row. Shaun did a very excellent job as the treasurer and hopefully Yan Ting can continue his legacy ahahahah! Okay...

Haiz...my friends been telling me some things but I don't know who to listen to...Shaun ah Shaun, I put your decision as 1st choice but what if that happens? I can't make my mind right now...Drawing nearer and nearer...Damn

Sec 3 Life

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Okay, so it has been over a week, I've nothing to report but sec 3 life is hell. I can't believe we have so much homework! The teachers are great, I have Mr Neo for both A and E maths(Shaun keeps saying we 3e5 people and below are not worthy to take A Maths, how dare you! haha!). He's funny as hell, a little gay here and there, overall a good teacher. Mrs Chua for Chemistry and Mrs Lim for Physics. Mrs Tan for English with Mrs Cross for Social Studies and Mdm Yew for Geography. I'm happy to say, I'm contented with these teachers. Now I just have to work hard, pass O Levels and woooooosh I'm outta my sec school life.

Listening to Imogen Heap's Speeding Cars. Yeah I know, it sounds like Snow Patrol's Chasing Cars...But this song is great too, I like it. Soft voice with piano behind for the opening makes it sound like lullaby. The Dan Band is quite awesome too except the lead singer breaks the beauty of song by adding "fuck" in it. Talk about Tenacious D...that's even worse. But their Christmas song is great and Total Eclipse of the Heart is brilliant!

I want to compose one song and buy something for someone. I exactly have one week from now...but the song I want to compose only have vocals and it takes time. If it's good, I'll add piano parts and probably drumset, this I have to ask Fadhil and Ahmad, my senior drummers, they're awesome.

Sec 3 camp is coming soon, really hope I can have a lot of fun before the tense training from band and stress from school work.