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Wicked Endings

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Wicked Endings

It's about like 1 week more til the holidays end...Can't believe it's ending so fast. And so cruel too...I don't know what to do, I'll miss my friends a lot and we are all gonna split up and go to different classes...Mom says if I could go to 3e6 or 7, she would make me go there because there are teachers dedicated to teach us or something like that. But that's not the point. I know studies are important but friends are important to me too. Just like Yan Ting(press the letter V and view her blog...) said in her blog, "but,will it be as close as before?im quite doubtful about it..." So true...I totally agree. Trust me, it won't be...I've seen great pals come and go in my life. It's like the PSLE spirit again, getting into new schools and crying about why you didn't enter the same school with your good buddies.

Yan Ting said she nearly cried while blogging. To me, that's normal...because I'm already moaning over it. Emotional feelings is what I can feel, taste and smell now. I've no appetite for anything and I'm just slacking around, being sad about it. I don't want to be separated from my friends. They are like my family now, in school I mean. I didn't expect this to happen. I should have anticipated this thing but I was too engrossed in something important. Planning and attacking the guy and I'm still working on it and hopefully that bastard doesn't end up same class as me or else, he is so gonna die. I'm praying hard that we can end up in the same class.

I want a deux ex machina!! Please give it to me, God!!...I don't want everything to end! *BEEP* the Matrix films! "Everything that has a beginning has an end"'s bullshit! Why must it all come to a fucking wicked end? It's not fair, the world isn't fair, Life isn't fair...Okay I got to stop now otherwise I'll end up wailing too..