pitched verbal comm

To you, dear girl =)

Saturday, August 26, 2006

This entry is not meant for my friends nor my family and public viewers, thought I'm publishing it, this entry is meant for the girl who likes me.

Sorry that these fews days I've not been talking to you in school, because I'm really embarrassed whenever I see you and I just can't bring myself to say those little meaningful words to you like "Hi" or "Bye". I am really sorry. But I'll change myself, I swear to God I'll talk to you. I know, maybe you feel terrible or I'm ignoring you in some way, but I'm not those type of guys, trust me. I like you too, it's just I can't talk to you with eye contact. I feel guilty not saying stuff to you and I miss you a lot. I seriously do.

Only your soothing words can put me to sleep every night. Though we haven't stead yet, I just feel I have to make sure you are all right everyday, but I can't and you are not online. I want to take care of you. But first I must take good care of myself before I can take care of you fully. =p

I want to thank you for the times you spent with me on MSN, you listened to my problems yet I never listen to yours. I really appreciate it but I don't know how to repay you your kindness. I really don't know what to do but to care for you more in the future.

I like the way you are, I like your soft hair, I enjoy the time when I carried books for you to the bus-stop(It was really a nice moment to be with you.), I like you being caring to me though you can't stand me hurting myself, and I'm sorry, so far, that I've not been taking care of you. What a guy I am...! Haiz...

I'll end here, so bye bye.