pitched verbal comm

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Backstabbed and Hurt

Tiring day for me...because I slept late last night haha...But something I didn't expect came so bloody surprising. Bobby, the asshole, bastard me. I'm not going to say what he said. I assumed the whole class heard it as he had said it so loudly during Art Class. I know you don't like me, but you have to fucking respect my personal thing. You are so childish that you are full of crap. I will get my revenge on you, I swear I will, you bastard.

I was so angry that I punched the toilet wall while waiting for Chin Leong and my middle knuckle got swollen. Damn pain, goddammit. We went back to classroom and I had no mood to do work. I wasn't feeling happy so I wrote my feelings into my small notebook. I knew, finally, I was depressed.

I didn't have the mood to eat too. I just walked around the school and thankfully Zheng Qian accompany me to the second floor where I talked to him about what happened in the morning and he listened to me patiently. While talking, tears streamed down my cheeks. Zheng Qian comforted me and rain began pouring like cats and dogs. Whenever I see the dark clouds, I'm depressed because my feelings and the weather are the same. When I'm sad, the dark clouds will come and help me cry my heart out and that is when I get to drench myself in my "tears".

The feeling after getting drenched was excellent, I felt much better. Poon had lent me his Digimon Towel to let me dry myself(thanks, dude). And thank you all, Mubarak, Siu Ming and the others, I got to clear up some stuff. Bobby, I ain't on your side anymore. I'm much more on their side, so don't come to me and start blabbering shit in front of me.

And to you, dear girl, I've been drenched in my tears and been hurt. I know you too, have been seriously embarrassed by the two assholes. I've learnt my lesson, that I should not trust no one except you. I don't want to lose you, I don't want to lose a good girl like you. You are important to me in my heart. As I had told you, my tears for you are really true. I never cried so hard in my life just for a girl, I think you hear bah, I was really crying while talking to you. Just don't give up on me, soon the moment will come.

Ending this shitty emo post
Bye