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Teacher's Day

Thursday, August 31, 2006

Teacher's Day

Happy Teacher's Day to all teachers! Including my mom. Haiz so sad, this year cannot go back Gongshang Primary School because got Band Practice until 2pm. I'm so sorry Ms Chan! I will visit you when school reopens.

Never do anything today, except for singing some songs and trying to force the food down my throat that Pei Yun had fed me. Do you know how bloated was I? Damn, man...Haha. Chin Leong was drowned in a flood of spray can's soap. We took photos for Ms Siti to remember us, the chaotic 2e4, her 1st class to handle.

I've just typed a lot of stuff but I can't bring myself to publish it. No mood to do so because I've lost the girl and I was backstabbed...I'm still recovering from the pain that I had inflict on myself. It's going to be long but it's worth the wait to be recovered. All I need now is a miracle. A bloody miracle. My love life is fucked, is always cursed. There's no good ending to it. It will always end up me getting hurt and you, dear girl, hurt too. I don't know what else to say. Just piss off when you read finish. I don't want anyone to piss the fuck out of me.

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Backstabbed and Hurt

Tiring day for me...because I slept late last night haha...But something I didn't expect came so bloody surprising. Bobby, the asshole, bastard me. I'm not going to say what he said. I assumed the whole class heard it as he had said it so loudly during Art Class. I know you don't like me, but you have to fucking respect my personal thing. You are so childish that you are full of crap. I will get my revenge on you, I swear I will, you bastard.

I was so angry that I punched the toilet wall while waiting for Chin Leong and my middle knuckle got swollen. Damn pain, goddammit. We went back to classroom and I had no mood to do work. I wasn't feeling happy so I wrote my feelings into my small notebook. I knew, finally, I was depressed.

I didn't have the mood to eat too. I just walked around the school and thankfully Zheng Qian accompany me to the second floor where I talked to him about what happened in the morning and he listened to me patiently. While talking, tears streamed down my cheeks. Zheng Qian comforted me and rain began pouring like cats and dogs. Whenever I see the dark clouds, I'm depressed because my feelings and the weather are the same. When I'm sad, the dark clouds will come and help me cry my heart out and that is when I get to drench myself in my "tears".

The feeling after getting drenched was excellent, I felt much better. Poon had lent me his Digimon Towel to let me dry myself(thanks, dude). And thank you all, Mubarak, Siu Ming and the others, I got to clear up some stuff. Bobby, I ain't on your side anymore. I'm much more on their side, so don't come to me and start blabbering shit in front of me.

And to you, dear girl, I've been drenched in my tears and been hurt. I know you too, have been seriously embarrassed by the two assholes. I've learnt my lesson, that I should not trust no one except you. I don't want to lose you, I don't want to lose a good girl like you. You are important to me in my heart. As I had told you, my tears for you are really true. I never cried so hard in my life just for a girl, I think you hear bah, I was really crying while talking to you. Just don't give up on me, soon the moment will come.

Ending this shitty emo post
Bye

To you, dear girl =)

Saturday, August 26, 2006

This entry is not meant for my friends nor my family and public viewers, thought I'm publishing it, this entry is meant for the girl who likes me.

Sorry that these fews days I've not been talking to you in school, because I'm really embarrassed whenever I see you and I just can't bring myself to say those little meaningful words to you like "Hi" or "Bye". I am really sorry. But I'll change myself, I swear to God I'll talk to you. I know, maybe you feel terrible or I'm ignoring you in some way, but I'm not those type of guys, trust me. I like you too, it's just I can't talk to you with eye contact. I feel guilty not saying stuff to you and I miss you a lot. I seriously do.

Only your soothing words can put me to sleep every night. Though we haven't stead yet, I just feel I have to make sure you are all right everyday, but I can't and you are not online. I want to take care of you. But first I must take good care of myself before I can take care of you fully. =p

I want to thank you for the times you spent with me on MSN, you listened to my problems yet I never listen to yours. I really appreciate it but I don't know how to repay you your kindness. I really don't know what to do but to care for you more in the future.

I like the way you are, I like your soft hair, I enjoy the time when I carried books for you to the bus-stop(It was really a nice moment to be with you.), I like you being caring to me though you can't stand me hurting myself, and I'm sorry, so far, that I've not been taking care of you. What a guy I am...! Haiz...

I'll end here, so bye bye.

EMO!!!

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Feeling a little depressed right now, and in school was much worse than now. I was lying on the table, trying to think what's wrong with me these days. Suddenly, Bobby went to kick the table which totally shock me and I kicked him in the stomach. Well, at least now we're trying to sort things out. Sorry, man...

I got back my tests results, and sad to say, I'm really slacking like fuck. For Maths results, I just passed, and same goes for my chinese composition...And I'm really scratching my head, thinking "How do I pull myself back?". Dammit...I seriously don't know what to do. Dad's gonna kill me for these poor results.

Anyway, I took some photos, due to me feeling emo.
1st Pic: Sian

2nd Pic: Busy

Well, I'll take more pictures next time but for the time being, nothing to enjoy here. See you guys next time.

Announcement

Sunday, August 20, 2006

I saw how much entries I had...Gonna limit myself to 8 posts a month...

BUT this post doesn't count...2 more posts to go for this month

Bowling Day and Emo!

Friday, August 18, 2006

Feeling very emo right now...don't know why, but those who know what my problems are...you know...I just don't know what to do...

Went to Tampines Safra for bowling for CCA. It was pretty fun. Wei Jie brought his own bowling ball and shoes...action only because he can't shoot one. James was pretty good with it. Shaun and Farhan too.

This was the 1st time I tried bowling, damn...So heavy, I though the ball was heavier by half a kilogram, didn't know it was so heavy. Nearly dropped it 'cause I was shocked. At first, we played individual. James was good, Zak too. Shaun was pretty lousy at first but he slowly caught up. Farhan also. Then I paid money again, just to take on Trumpet Section. Then Trombone Section joined in the competition. We took turns to play and it was really fun. We laughed at our stupid throws and shouting "Kelong!!"

After bowling ended, Sir showed us pictures of his torture arms and people at Changkat Sec bullying him. LOL, Lydia bit Sir and Farah bit Su Juen. It was hilarious. We had to leave the place so we went to TM to eat and find sticks for James(He followed the percussion gang). Then I suddenly felt so emo and sorta depressed...I don't know, I think it's a mood swing, but what cause it? Now I'm listening emo songs performed by a emo band...LOL Dashboard Confessional rocks!

I gotta go...bye

Football Comedy

Sunday, August 13, 2006

I found a video on my friend's blog. It's for football fanatics who just can't get enough of it!
Enjoy!
Taken from Ji Sheng's Blog

NDP Night

Thursday, August 10, 2006

NDP Night
Wow, finally, it's over. After 4 months of training, SOKA training is over and we have performed our best this night. Ahmad, my senior, said it was brilliant and well done. I don't know what the others will say...

A few tears came down my cheeks after the performance because during the circle formation, some lights were on already. I felt this performance was not like the others we've done, and this is NDP, man! How could we afford to make mistakes? Jefferson, a guy in my group, told me it means I really felt for this NDP and that's good. He also said that to be a great performance, we must give our 100% effort, feel for this event and really have the spirit to chant so as to excert ourselves. And if it really happens that someone turned on the wrong light, the guy would not regret it because he did what he really could. After reading this, I agreed with him.(Thank you, Jefferson.)

I realised and learnt a lot of things from this NDP. My mother always watch the NDP and say that SOKA has the best performance every year. To me it was okay only and I thought "Aiya, take part for what sia? Only do these actions everytime." But after taking part in it, I realised that it is totally different and I agree with my mother. She was right, though SOKA did not achieve 100%, but it is the teamwork, hard work and great effort that counts. I've learnt that Teamwork is very important and that individual work and effort must be be shown to be a great performance. Though there were times when we did wrong things, we must remind and encourage ourselves and peers to do the right things.

I'm ending here as it's getting late.

To all my group members, "XIN KU NI MEN LE! XIE XIE NI MEN DE ZHI CHI!"
Good night

UPDATE: My cousin's photos of NDP has been posted on the internet http://loony21.blogs.friendster.com/photos/ndp_2006/index.html
2ND UPDATE: My friend, Benson, has uploaded more photos on the internet http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/redhotdeli82/my_photos
3RD UPDATE: I have saved some pictures from the URL given above: http://www.flickr.com/photos/97481429@N00/sets/72157594234038116/show/

CIP+NDP Meeting = Tired

Monday, August 07, 2006

Man...Just came back home from the SSA HQ. I went there for the NDP Meeting. They sang songs, watched video of our performance, 1st music run + 2nd music run. I have to say it is very brilliant, and I realised that all these years when I watched SSA's performance, I did not feel the thing that my mother felt for the people who participated in it. Finally I know why and I am glad I'm in it this year.

I had CIP this afternoon at the Pasir Ris Beach where me and my classmates had to pick up litter. Poon and gang found a iguana, I think...or is it a lizard? and it scared the shit out of Ms Siti, my class home teacher AKA Form Teacher. Amirul sat on some swinging thingy and he fell over the thing when he reached the other side. Man, he was injured...Chun's shoes gena shit from the big waste bin where he stamped on top of the litters we threw. Later my class assembled under a big shelter and Ilyas shirt was tucked away high on the beams of the shelter because I think he had a bet with Siu Ming that the shirt would not get stuck on the beam if he throw it across the beam. The nightmare came and yeah...They tied 2 sticks together and wanted to hit it down. Thanks to Poon, the shirt came down. It was simply hilarious. Then Ms Siti left the class at the Pasir Ris MRT Station and we went home.

Well that's about it, see you!

Hurts and Attitudes

Friday, August 04, 2006

My God...Now my back hurts...I tried to do a bicycle kick with a football during PE period but I fell on my back instead. I reacted by rolling around on the grass, screaming in pain. Now my back got 1 part pain like shit. Dammit, don't know when my back will recover from the stupid fall.

Then just now in Band Room, Mr Pisit was pretty angry at us, because of our attitude in our playing. According to Gabriel, our attitude sucks. Sec 2s and 3s were okay but the Sec 1s sucks, I guess. Farhan, Shaun and me had done our job by telling the Sec 1s percussionist what to expect in the trainings and I have to agree with Mr Pisit that their attitude sucks. I guess mine also sucks. You Sec 1s better don't play around, must be serious. Tony, the Korean kid, impressed me. His mallets skills damn pro, like Su Juen, sight-reading damn good, better than me sia. But he said he probably would migrate back to Korea when he Sec 2. Haiz, then I have to teach another Sec 1 to play mallets again. I hope he doesn't go, Percussion Mallets need him for SYF Competition next year and the year in 2009.

I gotta go. See ya!

Barbeque at My House

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Phew...Just finished barbequeing at my house.

Mother invited students to our house so as to celebrate that their chinese drama play had won the Bronze Award.

I officially have taken over my elder sister's work in barbequeing the chicken wings. Now then I understand how she felt whenever there's barbeque to be done.

Don't know what happen to the computer. Choon Yi told me to create a new account on the computer. I didn't know what could happen so now my Adminstrator acc. has been sort of deleted. Choon Yi Jie...Don't be so hard on yourself, not your fault de, we just didn't know what would happen, LOL.

Man, I'm so tired. Later my future bro-in-law coming back home to help me repair it...

I gotta go
Good Night!