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Letting go has never been so difficult

Sunday, May 21, 2006

"Love isn't about ridiculous little words. Love is about grand gestures. It's about going the extra mile, even when it hurts. It's about letting it all hang out. It's about finding courage inside of you, even you didn't know it was there." - Josh Hutcherson, Little Manhattan

Hi...I'm, like, a bit down right now. Though I may seem happy and cheerful but actually I'm a sad little creature who needs the love of the girl I really like.

Well, there's this girl in my class I like very much and Yan Ting asked this girl what she think of me and what type of guy she likes and I should not reveal anything but let's just say she doesn't like me. It was at night when I received the bad news. I was, of course, heartbroken when Yan Ting told me. I guessed my eyes were a bit watery.

I was feeling down the whole day after that night, lucky Yan Ting walked with me to the MRT station after some remedial lesson. Then later, just to forget that girl, I nearly went out with a girl and thought of hooking up with some other bitches. Depression hit me and I almost went nuts. I can't believe it.

Now, I don't know what to do, many people told me to give up her as there are other girls and some suggested I should wait longer. I seriously don't know. Love does hurts a lot and this is really the first time I fell deeply in love with a girl. If anyone knows what to do, tag my board, thanks. So to end this entry, I will leave this quote here by Josh Hutcherson, from Little Manhattan, the movie.

"Love is an ugly, terrible business, practiced by fools. It will trample your heart and leave you bleeding on the floor. And what does it really get you in the end? Nothing but a few incredible memories that you can never shake. The truth is, there's gonna be other girls out there, I mean, I hope. But, I'm never gonna get another first love. That one's always gonna be her."